Sabatoge

     For the longest time I've wondered how I've missed so many good opportunities by mainly being lazy, for no good reason. I feel that is the devil trying to make sure that I fail. But I will never just give on to that ever. It isn't in me to be a failure. I won't ever be that I can't do that to myself or anybody that believe in me.


Sure I have had hose moments that costs me all most a life time but as long as I am here, I will never give up, on anything ever, itlf it is meant for me then God will make sure that I receive it. I felt bad when I sabatoge myself. Often I wish that I can redo certain situations because at that time, they would help me. However life doesn't work that way, so I continue to progress in another way