Hmmm, after I started on this new path of awareness I figured that I had to do things for myself and on my own rather than always allowing others to do the task that I needed to do myself. I figured that everybody else wld be on board with me learning to be a better person for myself. That was so not the case and instead of ppl wanting to accept the fact that I am learning to be independent for myself ppl really just want me to go back to bein the way that I used to be.
What wld be better than doin more for myself? I always waited on others to either help me or someone else to do it for me. I can't live life like that anymore.
And apparently, everybody isn't here for my progression. As soon as I thought that everything was goin well I had a falling out wit a close friend of 20 yrs and everybody started bein mad at me. But why? And all the help that was comin stopped instantly. As if ppl were told to stop helping me. If the help was coming to me, how can everything just stop. My feelings were hurt but there help in my feelings so why feel any kinda way.
I learned to pick up amd walk away frm everything that doesn't mean me any good. Ppl definitely get mad ab that but oh well. Progression is the name of my game and I can't stop moving towards my goals. My purpose is to get my family back together. I've sn the lies that were told but who cares ab how y'all feel. Let me be great. The end.
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