Sunday, March 4, 2018

Can't Understand


     For the life of me, I won't ever understand how ppl will offer to do something for you but then really just want you to wait for them. There is no reason for any wait. If we agreed on a time and you go passed that time. How am I supposed to feel?

     I am in a place in my life that I have no reason to put that stress on myself anymore. I feel that I have out grown certain situations. Dealing with everyday life as it comes exposes you to so much. And not wanting you to stay within the realms of what everyone else wants for your life.

     Heey, you can't always please everybody but then it takes you to a place of where you realize for yourself that you want to just accept yourself and all that it entails. This creative space that I am in keeps me ready to be a better me.

     No longer wanting to people please, I just wamt others more concerned with just simply wanting to please myself. I can just be happy being and accepting me for me not being concerned bow others perceive me. It definitely to me a while to vet here in this space and I definitely will not being going back to the old space in life that I used to be in. 

     Someone will always feel a certain way about my life and what they want for it and what they feel I should be. But as long as I am happy for and with me, that's all that matters to me. You can't expect for others to want the same for you this is a life. I had to learn to cut off all things that exhausted me and everything and everybody that is foolish to me. Nowadays people figure that I am explosive but not really. I have learned to be a better me for me. And people feel a way about about what they want for me however this life doesn't belong to anyone else but me. So why allow other people dictate your life when it's your life and not theirs? Why wld you be expected to make sure everybody else is satified with your life when your not satisfied in doin that?

      This life was created only for you, so why spend all of your time making sure that you do everything to please other people?

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