Back to the same thing

   

      My goals today are for me to see my daughter at Vista Marie or so I thought. I get off to a late start. I was still going anyway. I feel a certain way about my daughter who was left inevitably in a detention center. She is already 17 and doesn't need a lot of babysitting. She is old enough but also mentally slightly younger mindset. And then as I think about it, so do I. Kinda weird but; tht is the current situation. I know tht I operate thru a  younger person's mind set and tht is fine with me. To me, life is good and I love it. I get to go see her tomorrow. I can hug her and tell her tht I love her. Was on the bus today and got lost. I can give her her cards and pictures while giving her a big hug. So eventually, I got around to being able to see my daughter. My mother, who lives near the place took me up there. I finally was able to see her and hug her the way that I wanted. She makes me smile. I always thought because we didn't favor; that she was nothing like me, turns out she is exactly like me, imagine that. I love my mini-me even more.