Dreaming Big

So often at times, I am at odds with myself because my body is in a struggle with my mind. I dream big but sometimes my body can't keep up. I have to allow myself to not always instantly want to move when my brain says go. Being a disabled person or a person who has limitations on how much they can do, I have to realize that I can't always move when I want to. I am definitely in a struggle with myself everyday of my life. I do not like to admit that I have to give up. I do not like to stop moving towards my goals; however at times I either get easily distracted. In all actuality, I won't give up however I move slower than I usually move. But I never stop. I feel that the Lord gives me visions to do or create certain things. Then usually, I wait but by then it is too late or so I think. I keeps getting clues to just continue to keep going on with my progress. I actually keep seeing words that say, "It's never to late to start over." When I see that I know that it's God telling me to just do it anyway. And so I proceed and keep on doing what I need to. My life isn't like everybody else's. My life is my life snd mine alone. I don't nerd others advice or comments on how I should live or what I should do. I need to stop asking for advice because can't nobody live my life for me. Eventually I get it, I figure out what needs to be done anyway. I always want the best for myself whether others want the best  for me or not. I am always getting the best