Dreaming Big

So often at times, I am at odds with myself because my body is in a struggle with my mind. I dream big but sometimes my body can't keep up. I have to allow myself to not always instantly want to move when my brain says go. Being a disabled person or a person who has limitations on how much they can do, I have to realize that I can't always move when I want to. I am definitely in a struggle with myself everyday of my life. I do not like to admit that I have to give up. I do not like to stop moving towards my goals; however at times I either get easily distracted. In all actuality, I won't give up however I move slower than I usually move. But I never stop. I feel that the Lord gives me visions to do or create certain things. Then usually, I wait but by then it is too late or so I think. I keeps getting clues to just continue to keep going on with my progress. I actually keep seeing words that say, "It's never to late to start over." When I see that I know that it's God telling me to just do it anyway. And so I proceed and keep on doing what I need to. My life isn't like everybody else's. My life is my life snd mine alone. I don't nerd others advice or comments on how I should live or what I should do. I need to stop asking for advice because can't nobody live my life for me. Eventually I get it, I figure out what needs to be done anyway. I always want the best for myself whether others want the best  for me or not. I am always getting the best

I am the master of my life

I have decided to simply, breathe in and out , live my life and move on. Is life so hard, no it isn't. You live life and continue to move past all of the trial and tribulations that try to hold you up. You can't let life stop your progression; no matter what. You can't let life stop you from pursuing your dreams. I allowed this to stop my progression once. And what did that do to me? It simply slowed my progression. However the Lord showed me that it was never to late to start over. I kept getting confirmations of this. I am happy that I was able to begin again.