Nosey naa, inquisitive yes

To be able to understand the inner working of things. Everything. I have to see how everything works. Not to be nosey but to figure out how things work. To understand everything. To get a clearer frame of mind on how things work out. My mind often wanders, just trying to see What makes things tick. Always been built that way, forever have a need for knowledge. Always need to see how everything gets meshes together. To become the way it is. I'm a weirdo, I know. That makes me different from everybody else. I tried for a long time to fit into everybody else stereotypical version only to realize that I was born to stand out, to truly fit in. To simply be myself. I tried to be somebody else rather than just being myself. That shit really didn't work for me, I can only be, only be just simply me. I always even as a kid wanted to know What was, What cld hv bn. I always tried to figured out why rather than just leaving it all alone. My mind races too much entirely to leave well enough alone. There are still questions to be asked and answered. I always thought I was simply too weird to fit in, rather than standing out as I seem normally inclined to be.