Being a better me

So I am in awe of Gods goodness. I kept always feeling like I never got any big blessings until today. I got one today though. I can truly say that I am blessd and I have received the hugest blessing ever. My daughters school have helped me tremendously. Being a single parent has afforded me a few hardships along the way. I am always feeling like I struggling more than I have to. I have decided to stop crying and take charge of my life. No pity parties for me, just keep it moving. I don't look to others to help me although I should not be raising my children by myself, I feel like this may have been a calling by the Lord. There are things that I don't quite yet understand however; I simply have to take it in stride. Life is tricky sometimes and you just have to go with the flow of it all and be determined to finish.Got to stay positive and keep moving forward and believe in your dreams despite what others are saying. You simply have to talk yourself out of listening to other voices, including the voices in your own head that tell you that you don't know what you are doing. Stand your ground and know that everything will the way that you want it to. No matter what believe in you. Don't take no for an answer, keep on striving to be your best. You determine your own outcome. No matter what study your craft and always continue to be in learning mode. You are a forever a student continuing to learn in this game of life. I simply said to myself that I won't give up on me, I will not lose no matter what cards I am dealt. I am always on a quest to be better. And do better than I was taught. I gotta make sure I make it and do better. Never stay where I came from. Always dreaming with my head in the cloud, dreaming big. Wanting more than I thought I can ever imagine. More than I see myself getting. I have to see need than I actually see.