I am in such a personal space right now. I can't be disturb or thrown off and not finish what I started.But now my mission is clea

rer and I have to remember that all goals have a time stamp. I wanted to write is book for sometime and I had so much to say, to express. I held so much anger and bitterness in my heart for the people who hurt on misuse me. But why hold on to the crap from other people. They most definitely are not stopping their lives because they hurt me. They choose to keep on living and functioning the way that they do. I have chosen to move on with my life, cry a few tears and keep doin me, regardless to how others feel my life should be. Yes I get hurt but I must move on ans simply stay in a happier place. Thanksgiving was an emotional holiday for me. I finally got a chance to let her know how I felt, is all that mattered. Sitting behind bars being for even accused of the crime that I was accused of for a profit won't ever sit right in my heart. And to have your own family accuse you of such horrific things for a monetary gain is the worst feeling in the world. It still saddens my heart to remember the pain that I felt at that time. Sitting there and feeling helpless is the worst I've ever felt in my life. I have a copy of every lie that was told, every word that was spoken against and can read it as much as I want but chose not because it is not the easiest to stay out of bad feelings. I just chose to be honest with myself first and figure out how to deal with my feelings later.