Thursday, January 28, 2016

Today has been one of those days

I can truly say that I am blessed. The Lord continuously shows me for no matter what and all I can do is be thankful. I had to do some running around, to get ready for my meeting tomorrow with the lady. My body is slightly tired and worn down. My throat is feeling slightly better today than it did yesterday. Being sick makes me feel horrible. However, I am feeling better than I did. I am able to put a smile on my face and keep moving forward. I can't help but love life.

Being different and fearing not fitting in

Atelophobia is the fear of not being good enough. That has always been a deep fear of mine. I have never ever felt adequate enough, I never though that I was on the same level as other people. But my mind and my faith has been restored and restarted. I am an individual who has always been an outcast of sorts. I never fit in to an category, so I am always forced to look at the world through different ways. It is easy for me to see things that others don't. And I prefer it that way. I gain so much knowledge that way.  I never fit in, I always thought that I was missing out but I am actually learning more.  

#Beingdifferent #StandingOut #Outcast        

Growth

I guess I am growing be a use having to deal with an uncomfortable situation is the norm around me. Being here is very difficult now but I have to just learn how to adjust to my surroundings. Things keep getting messed up around me and I have fix things. Tomorrow is my deadline. I have to be up extra early to go and handle my business. Lord willing, everything will work out perfectly. Amen

#GROWTH #PerfectTiming #Goals #BusinessHandled